Thursday, 13 December 2018

WAVES & CURRENTS; TIDES & TORRENTS

Are you thirsty?
Come to the waters
Drink & be satisfied
Be filled with milk & wine

The Master still calls
His voice rings clear
Let the thirsty come
Let the hungry feed

Out of your belly
Living rivers flowing
Waves & currents
Tides & torrents

Rapids of power
Tongues of fire
Gushers of wisdom
Streams of grace

The Spirit from within
Flows so sweet & strong
His power from within
His glory shines bright

You've been made to drink
You've been made habitable
Only God's blood could do this
The life of His very Son

Now shines bright the Sun
Now dance in His rain
The heavens are open
Love pours down on us

Tuesday, 4 December 2018

THE INTERCEDING PRISONER

He’s no famous Bible character. In fact, his name appears only 3 times in the Bible, but there’s just something about him.

We would not have known his name or his life’s work if Paul had not mentioned him in his letters to the Colossian church and to Philemon. We would not have known his place & impact in the kingdom, but heaven would have known. Many lives he touched may not even have known his name, but the Master would have known. This man was such that Paul called him a fellow servant, a faithful minister and a servant of Christ (Colossians 1:7 & 4:12), terms he used ever so sparingly in his epistles.

EPAPHRAS. His name literally means he was devoted to the goddess Venus, but this man received Jesus and became devoted to the Master. He became so devoted to God’s people in Asia Minor that, even when he was imprisoned and could no longer serve as a pastor or minister directly to them, he kept agonising, contending & labouring fervently for them in prayers for one purpose: that they might stand perfect and complete (mature and full) in all the will of God (Colossians 4:12).

Epaphras was a faithful minister of Christ (apparently a pastor & teacher) to them while he was a free man. Being imprisoned, he could have had a number of different responses. He could have gone into self-pity, depression, doubt or even resentment towards God. He could even have gone on a “ministry vacation”. After all, you can’t pastor a church from prison. He could have taken a break from being a Christian. Some people do in such situations, but not Epaphras.

I may be in prison, I may not be able to write letters to teach and instruct the church like Apostle Paul, but I can pray. My freedom may have been taken away, but my speech hasn’t. My body may be locked in, but my mouth isn’t locked; my tongue isn’t tied, my knees can still bend. I cannot be in Colosse physically, but I can still touch them in the Spirit. After all, the adversary that seeks to keep them out of the centre of God’s will is a spiritual adversary. It’s not a flesh-and-blood battle. I may not have a pulpit to preach from, but I have a prayer altar to mediate from!

Such was this man’s conviction that he burned with great zeal for the saints in Colosse, Laodicea and Hierapolis. Paul the apostle saw it and bore witness. If the letter to Philemon was not written or read, we would never have figured out that he was a prisoner (Philemon 1:23). He was unlimited by the bars.

There are those that are in a physical prison, like Epaphras. There are those who are not limited by physical bars; but are barred by old age, physical infirmity, financial lack, illiteracy & peculiar circumstances from serving God the way they desire to. Some have their heads bowed in discouragement, self-pity & low self-esteem. Some have their hands weakened by their circumstances. Whichever category you may belong to, God has sent me to you with a message: YOU DON’T HAVE TO BE LIMITED! Where you are, in those very circumstances; even in a physical prison, YOU CAN BE MIGHTY FOR GOD.

Epaphras was a mighty prisoner; mighty for God, mighty in prayer (Colossians 4:12). Anna was a widow, limited by her social circumstances. She had enjoyed only 7 years with her husband; but she did not become a bitter old woman. She worshipped night & day in the temple, fasting & praying. She prophesied over the Messiah Himself (Luke 2:36-38). Seemingly inconsequential in the social order, she was mighty in the Spirit. Many widows have learnt from her through the centuries of the Church. Hagin spoke of one of them who prayed a full gospel church into her town. Paul was an apostle, he was a go-go man; ever on the move for the Lord Jesus. Imprisonment came, but his mouth was not shut. He could pray, he could write, he could instruct & mentor; and so he did.

Are you bitter or battered (discouraged) because of your circumstances? Look to Jesus & the joy His Spirit supplies within (Romans 14:17&18). That joy is your strength. You can look beyond your circumstances & pray for others as Epaphras did.

Is your job/academic schedule preventing you from serving in the specific way you would like to serve? Does there appear to be no way around it yet? You can still serve another way. If nothing else, you can be an intercessor. If you can’t serve behind the pulpit, you can be mighty for God behind closed doors.

Are you a widow with an empty nest? Are you “too old” to serve in a department? You can still be an intercessor. You can still be an encourager, you can still visit; you can still be a mother to many. You can be a conduit for the gifts of the Spirit. You can even write.

Are you weakened by physical infirmity? Have you released your faith & received healing that has not yet manifested? You can look beyond yourself & lay hands on other sick people. You’ll be shocked, they’ll be healed! Even if you can’t move from your bed, you can still pray!

It doesn’t matter what your peculiar situation is. You can cover distances in the Spirit like Epaphras. There are unconfirmed reports of women in church history who even took it a step further: crisscrossing continents in the Spirit, ministering physically to prisoners of war & returning to their homes in time for dinner. If so, they must have learnt from Jesus, Elijah, Elisha, Paul & Philip (John 6:21, 1Kings 18:12, 2Kings 5:26, 1Corinthians 5:3&4, and Acts 8:39&40). I said that to let you know how limitless you are in Christ. The possibilities of the divine life in you are endless.

If the only way you can serve God & His people in your peculiar situation is by interceding, then give yourself to it. I say again: YOU CAN BE MIGHTY FOR GOD RIGHT WHERE YOU ARE!

Monday, 29 October 2018

MY BIRTHDAY TESTIMONY 2

Three years ago, I wrote a birthday testimony; thanking God for His faithfulness DESPITE everything that had gone "wrong" in the two preceding years. Today, I'm writing this to thank Him BECAUSE OF everything that has happened in the last 2 years.

I experienced delays in 2013-2015, it seemed as if things did not exactly go according to my plan or even (to an extent) His plan. It seemed as if most things were just not responding to me. In all that, God was faithful.

At a certain point in 2016, I was sorely tempted to start breaking generational curses and praying "fall down & die" prayers; but instead, I kept meditating on the blessing that I carry, declaring that I am blessed, 'cos I am! Thank God for the Holy Ghost!

2017-2018 was the season of turnaround. I have seen God give me speed. I have seen my life unfold according to divine programming such that God & I know it and I'm not wondering if this is His plan. Everything's not perfect, no. But I have seen the blessing at work, I have seen the blessing find expression.

2017, He took me on a journey through Jigawa. The only downside in Jigawa was that I didn't make much money. In fact, I made losses. But in everything else, I prospered. Talk about spiritual increase, promotion in ministry, career, health, protection, peace, divine favour, direction, impact, purpose, great grace, unique opportunities, strength, personal revival & radicalisation for Jesus and you're telling my story.

Despite having failed Him in certain ways in 2015/2016; God gave me the privilege to serve Him in NCCF (that's an epistle on its own). God radicalised me through the Deeper Life Church & through NCCF National Conference 2017 (my life has not remained the same). I also met amazing people. Then He brought me back to Osun State with much rejoicing.

2018, a floodgate of testimonies, especially in my career where I had previously experienced pain. God has been opening job doors to me in undeniably favour-based ways. God has given me speed. Within three months, I prepared for & passed my primaries (an exam that many prepare for over several months & fail); not by skill or intelligence, but by divine direction & favour. God led me to the right people & materials. God used people like Dr Wumi Akinwande, Dr Familusi & Dr Akarakiri for me.

After the exam, He took me to Living Hope Hospital (a wonderful home & workplace and physical & spiritual environment) where I learned ultrasound scanning & a boatload of other things, met wonderful people; had souls won and people receive the Holy Ghost. Then this October, He opened the doors of residency training to me. I said I wanted to be a consultant OB/GYN by age 30 before. Now, I'm starting residency in Family Medicine in 2 days' time (from O & G to Family Medicine, a story for another day, if occasion permits). In this same year, I was consecrated as a youth pastor in the Foursquare Gospel Church.

There has been provision too o! Looking forward to more financial increase.

There have been adventures with the Holy Ghost.

I'm not where I want to be yet, by any standard; but I'm not where I used to be. I'm evolving, I'm accelerating, I'm spreading!

The summary of my testimony in this season is: I have been mightily helped by Jehovah Ezer.

Thanks for reading my testimony. Thanks for all the birthday prayers & wishes & congratulatory messages; all the calls & texts & whatsapp & Facebook messages. Nations will surely rejoice with you too.

Dr Jesutola (Ayanfe) Adewumi.